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out of nothing bursts forth everything

Posted by lune on December 29, 2009

From the deepness and darkness of the midwinter’s depth springs forth new life, new hopes, new desires, new dreams. Out of nothing – the grinding down, the stopping, the heartbeat that trips and starts afresh – comes this. Just this.

Whatever it appears to be, appears and it is drenched in stickly-sweet sweat and tears, mud and grit.

The Holly springs forth new blessings, blood-red sentinels in the forest clearing, issuing new challenges, from hearth and home and I am pushing forth again and the year has changed, I have changed, life has shifted onto new paths.

Out of nothing bursts forth everything.

This life, this dream, what is it to me? What can it mean? When there is nothing left, everything is possible, everything is allowed, everything is part of a creation that never ceases. Out of a dream comes some kind of returning and this journey leads me back to the hearth, back to the embers that were burning here all the time, back to the home I have always know but never dared to allow myself to become.

When there is nothing left, when the turning year has ground down every cell, every atom, every breath, every thought, then there can only ever be a birthing, there can only ever be a renewal, only ever be a start. In each ending is always and ever a new beginning.

And silence.

This here, right now, is all of me; everything I am, everything I see. I stand naked before the essence of life itself, ready to receive the call of freedom and it whispers constantly in my ears, drowning out the noise of everything else. I am nothing and everything. To be or not to be, to rest then start again. Anything is possible and I know what I know I am to become, what I have already been for an eternity.

The winter’s cleansing, freezing, thawing. The fresh moon haloed in the forest.

You read nothing more, I take nothing less. There is nothing else to know. Following the path, dreaming the dream, nothing begets everything and I am it.

There is the end and here is the beginning.

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the world breathes

Posted by lune on December 17, 2009

There has been a quietness to this house, a quietness to me. There are no longer many words to describe IT, there is no longer much thought about IT; there is only IT, only IT.

Sometimes not even that.

There seems no point in trying to explain. There seems no point in trying to follow up with words. The internet seems like such a cumbersome way to breathe out all of this, all of a sudden. So I have stopped trying. There are no words that could ever come close.

The deep forest is blanketed in snow, there is silence. A few deer prints line the track, some snow flops from a branch.

The world breathes – not in words – but in Being and I now can rest.

A meaning to all this could be found whilst knitting, you know – through no meaning whatsoever. There was no meaning this morning in front of the fire as the deep chocolate scarf unravelled before my eyes. Each stitch had its own way about it, each made up the whole, each was not each but all, with hands extending into it, wrapping around it.

There are times, I call it those ‘funny times’ when everything stands still and I am no ‘I’ but pure elemental something-that-is-nothingness. Sometimes, whilst I watch my daughter’s eyes grow heavy as she falls asleep, the whole of wholeness turns in on itself and the thing that I conceived for myself, the thing that seemed so solid, grows weak and radiates from nowhere in particular.

The temperature drops outside sharply and most everything disappears. There is no meaning, no words, no thought. Well, there is certainly no need to record it here, it breathes in its own way, that’s all and it is quieter than words, yet louder than thought. And it is all a dream.

And still people sit and drone on and on, searching, ruminating – words spilling like milk, flowing like tears. There is no need to try, this can never be sought through thought, no words are needed. Nobody is interested, although it seems like the most important thing in the world.

And of course it is, but not in the way we think it should be.

Turn off the computer and walk out into the fresh air. Do whatever comes, do whatever there is to do next: flow, stop and flow again – Breathe.

That’s all.

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One of the surest axioms of science is that energy never dies;

Posted by lune on December 14, 2009

{One well-known aspect of quantum physics is that certain observations cannot be predicted absolutely. Instead, there is a range of possible observations each with a different probability. One mainstream explanation, the “many-worlds” interpretation, states that each of these possible observations corresponds to a different universe (the ‘multiverse’). A new scientific theory – called biocentrism - refines these ideas. There are an infinite number of universes, and everything that could possibly happen occurs in some universe. Death does not exist in any real sense in these scenarios. All possible universes exist simultaneously, regardless of what happens in any of them. Although individual bodies are destined to self-destruct, the alive feeling – the ‘Who am I?’- is just a 20-watt fountain of energy operating in the brain. But this energy doesn’t go away at death. One of the surest axioms of science is that energy never dies; it can neither be created nor destroyed. But does this energy transcend from one world to the other? Consider an experiment that was recently published in the journal Science showing that scientists could retroactively change something that had happened in the past. Particles had to decide how to behave when they hit a beam splitter. Later on, the experimenter could turn a second switch on or off. It turns out that what the observer decided at that point, determined what the particle did in the past. Regardless of the choice you, the observer, make, it is you who will experience the outcomes that will result. The linkages between these various histories and universes transcend our ordinary classical ideas of space and time. Think of the 20-watts of energy as simply holo-projecting either this or that result onto a screen. Whether you turn the second beam splitter on or off, it’s still the same battery or agent responsible for the projection – Robert Lanza}

 

Observations:

The only thing I can ever be to you
Is these words
Right now there is nothing else

Within me
Trying to search out

Meaning:

We are all scientists
Wrapped between our histories
And a dot
.

Linking our 
Continuums 
With what words cannot

STOP

And then there’s Intuition

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Shut off the mind

Posted by lune on December 11, 2009

Shut off the mind
And let the heart decide
Who you are meant to be,

Switch to remote
Let mind drop away
All you need
Is right here

Without thought of it
Without idea of it
Without any of it

Rest childlike in repose
Wonderment filling every
And each new thing
Coming into view

Sit still and listen, as if
You are a grass hut
And rain is falling softly on
Your roof-
Then let the water slip away

You are raining
You are grassy
You are every element
Drowning out all

Other
No more-
Shut off the mind
Let the puddles alone

You know the storm is over

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